i can't get no...

it's on days like today that i realize that motivation is a necessity of teaching.  like i didn't know this.  but i am seriously not motivated to work on the now.  i want to work on stuff that i don't need to right now. like next semester, next summer.

focus.  i need focus.  i have only been like this for a day.  and it never lasts.  but it is frustrating to me.  i think it happens when i don't get to go quilting as often.  and yes, i see the weirdness of a 28 year old woman who quilts.  but i tell you, sewing is better than some silly sand zen garden.

ok.  i think i am going to get into the tub and see if i can regain focus while warming up my toes.  why does weather below 80 cause the rest of my body to go into some subzero freeze overdrive?  and why do i not live in a very warm climate with a personal chef?  oh the conundrums of my life.  must become dictator so i can force people to answer these questions for me.