i am so hot.

last night, i was so hot.  it is winter in ky and there i was, a furnace.  i was hot.  burning coal.  there was no hope of cooling down and all i can think is that this is what hot flashes must feel like.

holy hell.  what will i do during menopause?  if i was that hot last night, how hot am i going to get when i am going through the change?

and don't you love that expression?  the change.  i always find it so adorable when women can't say menopause.  menopause.  men-oh-pause.  so does that men "pause" at this point in a woman's life?  or does it only get hotter?