yeah, you know you want it

school is back in.  yep.  the spring semester is amazing.  i have two preps, and one is a no brainer.  plenty of time to prep for this summer.

so, i was having the great debate in my head again today.  baby or just spend all that money on the person i know i love.  me.  thomas fits into this equation as well, but lets face it, i love me.  i love to spoil me.  i want stuff.

and thomas recounting a discussion he had at the office has most def fueled this debate.  he was discussing why some of our colleagues have this wonderful lifestyle.  they have no kids.  not to say the ones who don't have them don't get the usual "joy and rewards" of offspring, but you have to admit, funding is different. 

so i debate in my head, where do i draw the line?  what do i want so badly that i would trade the kid thing?  making a list, baby on one side, does all the other stuff- for me- ever mean more  than baby?