burned

i am angry right now.  let me see how many ways i can put it without pulling out a thesaurus.  irate.  pissed off.  put out.  mad.  seeing white.  grrr.  i could spit.

look at that.  i am so upset (hey another one) that i can't think of other words to describe my disgruntled (one more) sentiment.

you see.  i don't like it when people make decisions for me.  make that decision common knowledge, and then i find out about through a third party.  it irks (i rock) me.  i personally feel that i should be in on any decision that affects me and my life in any way.  even if i don't get to decide on the outcome, people should have learned from their momma's long ago that common courtesy says to let the interested parties know before it is announced to everyone else.

just let me know.  i never knew how hard that is to ask of people.  until this year.  apparently, i got a lesson that others didn't get.  next thing you know, i'll find out from a friend that thomas signed me up to donate my organs... tomorrow.

UPDATE: i think i am over it now.  i don't need to be worked up over this.  i am sure that at some point i will find a positive in the situation but right now i have other things on my plate to worry about.  and all the anger will do anyway is lead to an anxiety attack.  so.  i have refocused my energy on something else.