i realize how good i have it
even though my title expresses that i have a good life, there are days, that even though my life is good, it can be trying.
the only reason i sound so fuçking grim right now is because we had some weather last night. oh. the house is fine. but the dog wigged at 4 in the morning. i couldn't fall back to sleep after that until my alarm went off... at 730. at that point, the trembling, neurotic dog whose medicine did no more than act like candy was in bed with me terrified that the big bad lightening and thunder would get her.
needless to say, i woke up, having overslept, with a raging headache, no clue what to wear (if you know me at all, then you know that this is a bad place for me to be mentally), the weather sucked and parking is impossible on campus.
the blessed part of my life is that i did not have to teach my 10am class since they are in the midst of a project. but i arrived so late on campus and still felt like sh!t that i ended up canceling my 11am. i will pay for that. but today was long. i managed to get some work done, have a meeting, attend one class and clear my head a little bit, but overall, the fog is in the mind.
the only reason i sound so fuçking grim right now is because we had some weather last night. oh. the house is fine. but the dog wigged at 4 in the morning. i couldn't fall back to sleep after that until my alarm went off... at 730. at that point, the trembling, neurotic dog whose medicine did no more than act like candy was in bed with me terrified that the big bad lightening and thunder would get her.
needless to say, i woke up, having overslept, with a raging headache, no clue what to wear (if you know me at all, then you know that this is a bad place for me to be mentally), the weather sucked and parking is impossible on campus.
the blessed part of my life is that i did not have to teach my 10am class since they are in the midst of a project. but i arrived so late on campus and still felt like sh!t that i ended up canceling my 11am. i will pay for that. but today was long. i managed to get some work done, have a meeting, attend one class and clear my head a little bit, but overall, the fog is in the mind.
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We all have days.
you are like me, driven to accomplish. It's a good thing and it gets in the way sometimes. You'll have to give yourself a break this time...in the future intentionally fuck up a day...waste the whole damn thing. You deserve it and you need it.